anticipation

I think in the last week I have been feeling just isolated and to be honest lonely. I absolutely feel that God has blessed me with one of the best husbands in the world and my son has got to be the biggest blessings I have ever been given. With all this said, I have been feeling like out of the loop. David graduates in may and I know at that point God has many roads, oppurtunity, and relationships ahead of us, I guess i just am learning patience and contempment (spelling?) lately. I miss having talks with girl friends. Ya know, a tight knit group of people who I know pray for me daily and who I can lift up. I have been praying and trying to involve myself in things to where God can make this prayer readily available, but I have learned that I need to be content first. I love my life, and everything that I have been given. I know this blog does not make any sense probably, but all this to say I wait in anticipation for next week because next saturday I leave. As much as it pains me to leave my husband behind and I so so wish he was going with me, I am so excited for something different. I am glad my mom and dad and siblings get to spend a week with noah. Anyway, I know afetr a week I will be ready to come see my hubby and I know noah will be ready to see his daddy who stayed home to work and go to school for us!!! Man, I love my hubby!!!! What a scramble of thoughts.